Sorry in advance if this post is totally random and scattered.
So since I have been pregnant I have had these moments where I just start crying for no reason. Yes, the hormones are making me a cry baby. Last night it happened again. Casey and I were just in the car driving home from target when I just started to cry. I just started to go on and on about how amazing of a husband Casey is and how much he takes care of me and loves me. Then I started to go on about how I need to be a better wife and all. Casey just let me get it all out and then told me that I am the best wife that he could ask for and he wouldn't want anything different! Oh I love my husband! He is so understanding and so caring! I couldn't ask for a better husband or best friend!
Being pregnant has been an adventure. It has scared me at times where I tell myself that I don't know what I am doing and getting myself into. I am scared that I am just not ready. But when I talk to Casey about what we are about to get ourselves into we both know that we will be ready when the time comes and when our little guy comes he will be the best parents he could have. It makes me feel better. I am just so excited but nervous at the same time. It is crazy to think that only in about 18 weeks Casey and I will be parents to a little guy! I can't believe it sometimes! At times I just want our little guy to be here already! Being home alone isn't to fun anymore, I get bored. But I know once there little Schroeder comes along I will never be alone, which I am actually excited about. Yes you can call me crazy but I don't care, I am excited to start this next chapter in my life and have these new adventures!
Family. Last weekend Casey and I were able to go see my parents in Livermore. We had a blast! It was great being able to spend some time with them. I have sure missed them both and needed to see them. My mom has been going through chemo for her cancer and it has been hard on me not being able to be down there and helping her out whenever she needs it. She has done so much for me in my life and still doing so much that I just want to help her! So being able to go down and just spend time with them was amazing! The whole trip we kept on saying that this probably will be the last time we spend time as just us four because the next time I will see the both of them will probably be in March when our little guy comes and joins us on this earth. My mom and I kept on saying "next time you will be here we will have a little guy with us" or something of that matter. Casey and I were just so relaxed and happy while spending time with my parents. When we got home I started to cry because I didn't want to come back. I just wanted to stay there and be with my parents all the time or with any family for that matter.
I love being with and around family! Family does bring great happiness in my life and I cannot wait to have a family of my owe. Casey and I are both so excited to start our family and be able to spend time with our children to come. I cannot wait!
♥ The Schroeder
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