The waiting game sucks!

Well I am now full term and could have little w anytime. All I have to do is wait. And to tell you the truth it sucks. My bag is pack, clothes are washed, car seat is in the car, and I am mentally ready. But I still have to wait until my body puts itself into labor. I don't have much patiences when it comes to stuff like this. Meaning I don't have patience when I know something is going to happen but I just don't know when. So pretty much the waiting game sucks! I am ready. I know that I should enjoy the sleep and time with just Casey and I while I can but to be honest I am ready for little w to come into our lives. I am ready to have someone with me all day every day. I don't like being alone. I am ready to have a little guy to love unconditionally. I am ready. I sometimes wish I could just pray to Heavenly Father and ask him to put me into labor. But I know that won't work because he has a plan for everything and that might not be his plan yet. But I really just want to meet the little guy. I am really anxious to see what he looks like, be able to hold him, and to be a mommy to him. Why can't he come already? Haven't I been pregnant for long enough?! I think so. I just want to be able to hold and meet my son!

Well hopefully the time will go by fast and I will be able to meet and hold him soon.